Off to Camp I Went… And Came Back Inspired!
I had the amazing opportunity to attend Camp Blogaway this year. For those unfamiliar, this conference is a yearly event held at a dedicated camp (complete with woods & cabins) up in the San Bernardino Mountains in Angelus Oaks, CA. Now, I was informed this was rustic, but for a girl who grew up camping in tents in the Midwest, this was fancy camp!
I didn’t know any other bloggers when I signed up for this conference but I was hoping to meet some nice people, expand my horizons and learn a few techniques… I had no idea that I was about to experience a life-changing event. The people I met were fantastic and inspiring. So inspiring, in fact, that I started to rethink my whole life.
I started blogging at the end of October 2011 with the encouragement of my friends and M, my wonderful fiancé. They loved my cooking and told me I should blog about it. I started taking {bad} pictures of my creations and posting my recipes. I had created a complicated header which, strangely enough, looked like a wooden sign you might see at a camp! I got a few people to read my blog & try my recipes (mostly family and friends) and life was good.
Soon after, I updated my banner and started learning more about photography. The more I learned about blogging, the more I realized I needed to learn. I heard about this camp on Facebook where I happened to be a member of the San Diego Food Bloggers page. I went to the website and was immediately drawn in. I HAD to go. I HAD to be a part of this. I signed up right away when registration opened up in January. Excited, I told everyone I was going to “camp” to learn how to be a good blogger!
Then M and I got engaged. We started planning a wedding. We started looking for a house. I stopped concentrating on my blog. Even worse than that, I stopped concentrating on my life. I was lazy. I was wishy-washy. And I felt incredibly guilty. The truth is though, that my indolence really had nothing to do with getting engaged, planning a wedding or looking for a house. I’m easily distracted. I have shiny ball syndrome, it’s true. I’m easily bored and need constant stimulation to keep me interested.
But the REAL truth is I hadn’t been following my intended path for some time. I would eat healthy, exercise and create delicious recipes one week and be lackadaisical about it the next. I was sitting around waiting for motivation to strike me. Big surprise, it didn’t.
I left for camp not as the excited person who signed up to learn but more like a timid girl, unsure of herself, unsure of her voice, unsure of her purpose. When people would ask me what I blog about, I’d stumble over my answer having something to do with healthy recipes that don’t taste like health food. This was true but I didn’t feel entirely genuine.
Going to Camp Blogaway changed everything. I met phenomenal people and learned an incredible wealth of information. The sponsors were fabulous and the speakers were incredibly insightful. There were demonstrations by The Honey Board, Cutco, Kerrygold, Gourmet Garden and the National Mango Board. Speakers covered topics ranging from writing good recipes to revamping your blog to Denise Vivaldo’s HILARIOUS commentary helping us to create more beautiful photos. We drank a lot of delicious Entwine Wine. Sponsors gave us TONS of fabulous swag! I came home feeling inspired. Not only inspired to change my blog but also inspired to change my life. I am no longer willing to idly sit by waiting for motivation to strike me. If I want change in my life I have to make it happen. And I am starting now.
In getting to know my fellow campers and learning about their lives, I started to realize that having a blog isn’t about an advertisement, a photo or a recipe. It isn’t about the latest ingredient, food trend or cooking method (ok well, sometimes it is!) Most of all blogging is about a journey. An exploration of one’s self. It is a community of like-minded people sharing their personal experiences and becoming better as a result.
My journey includes food. Good food and food that’s good for you. Welcome to my journey. I invite you to join me in this exploration. I ask you to hold me accountable to my pledge to be a happier healthier person. Am I striving to be perfect? Of course not. That’s an impossible goal. My aim is to be balanced. Focus on being healthy while still eating well. Hmmm… Eat well, live healthy. Sounds like I found my new motto.
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Barbara! This was an awesome post!! I too suffer from shiny ball syndrome! HAHA! Your blog looks really nice! I am excited to see all the new stuff you post!
Thanks, Shawn! Trying to take in all that wonderful info we got at camp. It was great to meet you (and to know I have a fellow shiny ball syndrome sufferer)!
Great post Barbara! I too left camp feeling inspired and wanting to overhaul…something! Here’s to inspiring friends! Come see me in Chicago next time you visit! Cheers!
Thanks Susan! It was great meeting you at camp. I’m still feeling really inspired… Must be something in that mountain air 🙂 I will definitely come by and see you next time I’m in Chicago!
Barbara, what a lovely post! Planning a wedding AND house hunting is a ton of work!!! (Exciting & fun, though!) I’m loving your blog and your photography is fantastic. So happy to have met you at camp!! Your experience this year was so much like mine last year! Hope to cross paths with you soon! 🙂
Thank you so much Valentina! I really enjoyed meeting you and wish we all could have had more time to get to know each other better! You are definitely one person who inspired me. We definitely need to keep in touch 🙂
Barbara, I love your post! You and I started blogging at almost the same time. You are sooo right when you say that blogging is about a journey and community, exploring to find our authentic selves, and making things happen too. I enjoyed meeting you and hope we’ll meet up again soon!
Thanks, Mimi! I HAVE to come visit you in the avocado grove 🙂
What a wonderful post Barbara. You did a great job of capturing the essence of not only the camp itself, but the experience of community and creativity inspired! Cheers!
Thanks, Jill! I am experiencing such a wonderful community of people who inspire each other and me on a daily basis. I feel privileged to be a part of it!